( in plenty of ways, it's just a number. but somehow he feels both too young and too old. and that feels like an impossible conundrum to explain to a girl that is so young still, her whole life ahead of her. maybe it's good she doesn't get it, considering it all started when he was about her age and his entire world went to shit. if she doesn't feel like that after the fanatical cult tried to use her take over the world, maybe he managed to do something right for a change when he was hauling her out of Valdelobos. )
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( in plenty of ways, it's just a number. but somehow he feels both too young and too old. and that feels like an impossible conundrum to explain to a girl that is so young still, her whole life ahead of her. maybe it's good she doesn't get it, considering it all started when he was about her age and his entire world went to shit. if she doesn't feel like that after the fanatical cult tried to use her take over the world, maybe he managed to do something right for a change when he was hauling her out of Valdelobos. )
Do I guess now?